I may not be sure of what i really want
But all i am sure is that i don't want you.
anymore...
I wonder if i have been smart not settling down with anybody yet
because i havn't find what i really want.
or it's my lost!
Perhaps, I will know it only in 10 years.
You can know your real friend only two times
1- On your birthday
2- Exam's night!
I have been studying for a month
I look like a real nerd
I see data structure and software engineering in everyone's face
I feel like i can't move my body any more
I feel like my mind is blocked!
I feel like happiness starts after my exam.
I have to write something about how i felt today when my chineese officemate- when i was so much concentrated into my exam- looked at me and with a very insulting tone asked me: Is this life, what you have now?
It's Ok if sometimes
You look tired, stupid, ugly!
what matters is that you always have great friends around you..
I feel so weak
I feel i can't do it
I feel i can't get over it
I feel the more i talk to myself the worse i become
i feel my mind and my heart are fighting over each other
i feel my heart wants to ruin my life
I feel i can't pretend any more
I feel i can't help myself anymore and nobody else will...