New Lesson for Myself

You should accept all or none.
If you accept it, then stop trying to change anything in the other person for your self.
That's selfish.
But if you can't accept all of it, then just walk away.
.
And i made the second choice.

If i can't do it, then who else can do?

I am going
to do my best
to give my best try
to prove it to myself that i am capable of doing whatever i plan for

I am going to do my best and take the first plane to home...

so who is the winner at the end?

I am a bad player
if i just know the other person is playing the game!

Plan F

My friend is right, sometimes even plan F doesn't work in our life. When you are so optimistic and you think all the good thing will happen to you, but one day when you wake up in the morning you will see the reality, reality of the life which is " sometimes even plan F is not enough to survive..."

Miss u Mapin

I just wish Mapin was here and i could talk to her.
I wish i could find someone as friendly, as wise, as kind as mature as Mapin
and talk to her about all these stuffs that is botherig me these days....