i could rebuild my trust
i could believe you again
i could close my eyes and imagine you are telling me the truth
but you have no idea how hard it is.
or perhaps it take a life time to trust again.
I wish i open my eyes tomorrow
and i see
1- My scholarship is ready
Or
2- All my tuition fee is in my bank account
Or
3- A letter saying that i don't need to pay any tuition fee
There is nothing worse than listening to a friend who is trying to get over of his /her relationship
Thanks for caring.
It's hot
It's summer
it's a raining season
It's near equator
But
I am freezing
with my emotions
with my feelings
with my thinking
Can i have some autumn for few days?
There is only one way that we can live happily ever after
and that way is that
i stop thinking.
It's so nice
to wake up in the morning
all alone
and not have to tell somebody
you love them
when you don't love them
any more.
Richard Brautigan
when you had your haircut in one the best salon and you had a hard time arranging your time going there, but nobody notice your haircut neither in office or at home, Do you think you need to change your salon or you need to think twice before choosing your hair style!?
It happened again.
i was waiting for this moment ,
the moment that i break, the moment that somebody break in my eyes,
the moment that i feel this is not going to work,
the moment that i feel i would regret if i continue,
the moment that i can't walk in any more,
the moment that i stop in the middle of way,
the moment that i lose my hopes for somebody,
It happened last night.
My passions are gone now, i am empty from my feeling. My inner parent is controlling over my feeling now.