September 23, 2009

I wish

i could rebuild my trust
i could believe you again
i could close my eyes and imagine you are telling me the truth

but you have no idea how hard it is.
or perhaps it take a life time to trust again.

Posted by maryam at 4:10 PM

September 20, 2009

Hey GOD can you hear me?

I wish i open my eyes tomorrow
and i see
1- My scholarship is ready
Or
2- All my tuition fee is in my bank account
Or
3- A letter saying that i don't need to pay any tuition fee

Posted by maryam at 7:46 PM

Rather than i look for scholarship
Can't scholarship looks for me!??

Posted by maryam at 12:28 PM

September 19, 2009

You

Same shit
Different taste!

Posted by maryam at 6:16 PM

True friend

There is nothing worse than listening to a friend who is trying to get over of his /her relationship
Thanks for caring.

Posted by maryam at 5:14 PM

One way ticket

we have one way : having no way

Posted by maryam at 3:26 PM

September 18, 2009

.

It's hot
It's summer
it's a raining season
It's near equator

But
I am freezing
with my emotions
with my feelings
with my thinking

Can i have some autumn for few days?

Posted by maryam at 6:01 AM

September 17, 2009

happiness with you

There is only one way that we can live happily ever after
and that way is that
i stop thinking.

Posted by maryam at 1:00 PM

September 15, 2009

It's so nice
to wake up in the morning
all alone
and not have to tell somebody
you love them
when you don't love them
any more.

Richard Brautigan

Posted by maryam at 11:53 AM

September 8, 2009

Lack of attanetion

when you had your haircut in one the best salon and you had a hard time arranging your time going there, but nobody notice your haircut neither in office or at home, Do you think you need to change your salon or you need to think twice before choosing your hair style!?

Posted by maryam at 6:20 AM

September 1, 2009

Over and over again

It happened again.
i was waiting for this moment ,
the moment that i break, the moment that somebody break in my eyes,
the moment that i feel this is not going to work,
the moment that i feel i would regret if i continue,
the moment that i can't walk in any more,
the moment that i stop in the middle of way,
the moment that i lose my hopes for somebody,
It happened last night.
My passions are gone now, i am empty from my feeling. My inner parent is controlling over my feeling now.

Posted by maryam at 7:38 AM