July 13, 2006

Happy birthday or not

You Know, Today was my birthday, or better say is my birthday.
I was completely unhappy, just for a short time some gifts from my close friends &family
Made me happy
It’s true, I have many nice friends, Very nice family who care about me & of course I do it for them, but you know
This is not my dream life, my ambition, my aim. I want t leave here, to find another world, new people, New experiences, new life
I’m tired of living here, you’re right, I must be thankful of GOD because in some extend I’m more lucky than others. But I can’t feel happiness here, and this is the biggest problem that I can’t solve
I’ve tried to change the condition but nothing changed except me!
Now, I know it’s difficult I know maybe I’m wrong or as some people said in the future I’ll be regret
But, you know
This is my life
This is Maryam
&
I do my best to change my place, mylife...


Posted by maryam at 8:18 PM